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Triage at Dawn

I'm just so tired.

So tired of this all.

It's so boring that this can't be even real, seriously. I have just sat here at home and literally done nothing. And now when I have been nagging about it here, now my parents then say that I COULD go to Turku if I wish... YOU COULD HAVE SAID THAT LIKE... 8 HOURS EARLIER, THANK YOU. <3

I'm sorry, but I'm just so pissed and angered at the same time that it doesn't make even sense.

FUCK THIS SHIT.

Percussion Gun

Tomorrow is going to be a hell of a doomsday personally for me. But In a good way. Everything is going to change tomorrow, and I can finally start over, and breathe again. And On Sunday I can wake up and say "I survived." No, this is not about the cosplay group I am in, it's about a small thing I have been struggling for way too long with. And Now It's finally set and done. So Goodbye, I guess, and welcome good new life!

It feels slightly unreal, and on the same time it just feels amazing and Fantastic! What else could I ever wish for? So, I'll post pictures here on Monday then of Desucon, and things like that... SO stay tuned! (or actually you better stay tuned or I'll send a couple of Daleks there to extrerminate you!) A good deal? Good!

So, about the pictures, I'll be posting a lot of Scout's mom cosplay pictures here, as well of my Doctor Cosplay. I'm actually more excited about cosplaying the doctor than cosplaying as Scout's mom... Or well, to be all honest; I am not into Team Fortress 2 anymore, so that's may be the first reason why I find it very boring to cosplay TF2. But, I guess that's a hell of a good reason, right?

And come on! Look at this picture below!! 

It's MADE OF WIN. So I think you know now why I love Doctor Who so much. xDD These gifs are seriously murdering me. I should someday just share all my Doctor Who Gifs with you guys... Someday when I just feel like to do so, and shit like that. But now he's at least Ginger. As He wished. 

So, That was all for today... There's not much to say, not much to hope about not much I really expect of Desucon. Or at least I'm more than happy that Nemo can attend!! C: So, See you later!!

–TA

So Happy I could Die

My life did just change completely. 

I'm so damn happy that I could die.

So So Happy.

And I mean it!

I'll get to study at Axxell Pargas to become a cosmetologist!!

This feels so unreal!! This feels like... I actually is alive more than ever! I've been like crying for 1 hour now because of happiness!! I'll get to move out, and to start a new life!! I'M SO HAPPY THAT IT DOESN'T MAKE SENSE!!

For what else could I ever ask for?? The moment when I saw my name in the list I was like "...Oh... My.... GOD. THIS CAN'T BE TRUE!!"

And what wouldn't be better than go to Desucon and celebrate this amazing fact that I'll have a future again!!

This was a very short blog, but I guess it's alright!

I love you guys, and thank you for all your support!!

–TA

A Whovian for Life.

Oh yes, now I want to declare to you, that I am a Whovian. So prepare for a 

DOCTOR WHO BLOG ENTRY TODAY.

This entry will be about

• Doctor Who (d'uh.)
• Cosplay
• Episodes
• More cosplay rambling
• Pairings
• Slash (Doctor Who Slash mostly)
• Funny Doctor Who Videos
• Doctor Who Related Music

So, Shall we get started then? I guess it's better that we start this and get over with it then as well!

It's a Doctor Who Jubilee blog! 

(because I finished my Doctor cosplay, apparently.)

So, well, I guess we get then started. I want to share to you, how I began to watch Doctor who, and things like that, How I become a Whovian. I think it's important for you to know who I am, and why I actually become  a hell of a Whovian what I am today. 

 Apparently, my interest for Doctor Who was quite small when I first saw some pictures of  Doctor Who cosplays in a library book named "Cosplay Fever", and actually; The 10th doctor really caught my eye, and I thought the character seemed very cool. This happened around one year ago. But well, then I just forgot all about it, and didn't really look up for it either.

Or well actually; I looked up Doctor Who from youtube, but I just actually was more confused than excited over the Doctor Who back then, I wasn't either sure if it was Doctor Who in question. But well, then it just got a bit buried down.

Until now.

I can actually say that my Interest for this show was quite random. I was getting very bored of Team Fortress 2, so A friend of mine said that I should try out to find something else to do; Like for example look at a TV show like south Park or something. But Well, I don't really like south Park, so that's why I didn't start again watching that show. (Trust me, I have been a hell of a fan of South Park, Even cosplayed a lot of SP characters.) 

So, Who can I blame for the fact that I become a Whovian? I could maybe say that It's thanks to Nemo who I met on deviantART. She really likes Doctor Who, and thru her art and stuff about Doctor Who my interest to Doctor Who was woken up. Then I started to look up on the internet if I could watch Doctor Who episodes for free, and apparently I found a couple of websites where I could watch Doctor Who for a limited time though (Until I found out that there's a website called iwatchdoctorwho.com). 

So, then I began to watch doctor who, and I become overly obsessed with it very quick. And I'm actually very very glad that I become a Whovian, since this fandom isn't yet ruined, and that's what really warms my heart. I have been in many fandoms where they have completely destroyed the fandoms; As Crash Bandicoot, Team Fortress 2, South Park and now currently overly obsessed fangirls are ruining the fandom of Left for Dead. Sad, isn't it? I really wish that people will take good care of this fandom, and that they wouldn realize that if we go on destroying fandoms, Everything becomes like shit in our life, all the things we have enjoyed to do turns to things we hate to do.  And that's something what we don't want, Right? As I assumed.

Sad and awkward, isn't it? That some of the fans doesn't realize that they're going too far at some points. But anyway, I guess you know all this rambling about original characters and Mary Sueing around? Good, I don't need to take that up as a subject then. 

So well, Some of you most probably wonder who's my favorite Doctor, or Doctors? Since I haven't yet found the traditional (or classic) Doctor Who, so I have to stick or well, write it down in order.

1. 10th Doctor
2. 9th Doctor
3. 11th Doctor

 So well, this is the order I like the doctors. It's quite usual that everyone likes the 10th best... But I'm not yet actually so sure which one I like the best. They're so different from each other and I like them all equally. 

Or to be all honest, (I don't see a reason to lie) I didn't like the 9th doctor in the beginning, it felt a bit like... He was completely normal, didn't stick out that much as the other doctors did, but Then When I re-watched the 1st season where the 9th doctor was, I realized that I was just being stupid. The 9th doctor is just amazing, and it's a shame that there's not many who likes him that much, or adore him. Or even know that the actor is Christopher Eccleston, and doesn't even know that he has been and acting as the Doctor. Or well, this is just according to my fellow finnish Whovians, they didn't know that it was Christopher Ecclestion who was the actor of the Doctor in Doctor Who. Quite sad, isn't it?

Some people has been asking me about what is my favorite episodes of Doctor Who, and if I could , I'd reply I love all the episodes, but I think I will be a bit more specific than that, and think this through.

I really love the episode named "Blink", even though the Doctor isn't so much 'around' during that episode of DW, but somewhat the idea of the fact that Statues would be alive, it's just splendid, isn't it? So well, I got to admit that I really enjoyed that episode. This is though very hard to pick just one and say that it's your favorite one. I really enjoyed as well "Idiot's Lantern" too... So, I guess I gotta say that all these episodes are special in their own way. Which one is your favorite Episode of Doctor who?

So, I guess I'll move on from this, to Cosplay.

As some of you already know (They who is friends with me on Facebook most probably already know), I have finished my 10th Doctor cosplay, and the only things what are actually missing is the Sonic Screwdriver and the wallet for the psyched paper. But I guess I'll survive with the Wallet. (I'm going to borrow one. LoL.) And a friend of mine is doing a pocket tardis, so I could always ask her if I may borrow her TARDIS for Desucon.

Apparently I don't have my camera at home, so the Pictures of my cosplay have to wait a couple of days more. Sorry about that. I'll be updating them then here when I have gotten them. 

And I'm actually very happy that I have found some people who's actually going to do Doctor Who cosplays and who want to cosplay with me. As long as I know, one of my Friends are going to do a Dalek cosplay, An other one is going to do a Rose cosplay, and my friend (Who's going to do the pocket TARDIS) is going to cosplay as the TARDIS. Guess what would be epic? If somebody cosplayed as the Master. I love the Master, he's just amazing, in an amazingly insane way. Haha, I guess everyone else loves him for that reason as well.

But I guess it's just a question about that I should just look somebody willing to cosplay as the Master, and I guess there's always somebody. I could always talk with a couple of cosplay friends of mine if they want to do something Doctor Who related someday. It might work, who Knows.

It's actually quite amazing that there's not that much who actually cosplays as the master or as the 9th doctor. I have just seen a couple of good ones, and the rest has been a bit... Questionable. Y'know, Sometimes I wonder if people just don't get cosplay at all, and just believes that  a pair of 3-D glasses makes you into a 10th Doctor cosplay... It requires a lot more. In my eyes at least it does. I don't know about you then.  But I guess that's my opinion about it as well. 

 I wish that there would be a bit more Whovians in Finland, who'd be happy to have a couple of Doctor Who meetings or Photoshootings, and... Yeah, just sit and talk about Doctor Who! How cool wouldn't that be? But I guess there's a bit too less of the Whovians who would be interested to meet people like themselves around here. Luckily I know a couple of Whovians and people who likes to Watch Doctor Who. Or at least to cosplay as someone from DW.

And oh yes, Of course, A couple of more Doctor Who cosplayers would be pretty neat actually, I just wish it wouldn't become so damn mainstream as the Hetalia did or as how Famous Kuroshitsuji is. But I guess it's never going to become such a boom as Hetalia and Kuroshitsuij become. It's quite funny actually, some people know Doctor Who, and some hasn't ever heard of it. And it's very funny; My mommy has watched Doctor Who when she was a child. Hooray for Whovian family. Or well, there's just two of us. Derp. But you get the picture!

And I actually mentioned that I had gotten a haircut,Right? Like the 10th Doctors? Oh yeah, I love this haircut, But It's SLIGHTLY too short, so I have to wait a couple of weeks/months before it's in the right length and I'm happy with it. But luckily My cosplay isn't yet debuted, even though I'm attending the Desucon as the Doctor. Originally it was meant that I'd attend Tracon as the Doctor but... What the fuck? I just hope it's not going to be a extremely hot convention, or otherwise I'm literally going to die thanks to the heat. I would be more than okay if it would be raining. Trolololo.

And oh, Forgot to mention; Sometimes the Americans are better at cosplaying than the Japanese. I'm just saying. You can see the difference in the picture above.

Aand, I guess it's time to move on from cosplay; And If you want to cosplay alongside with me; Feel free to take contact, and tell me who you'd going to cosplay as. (lolscootftw@gmail.com)

So, The next subject is; Pairings and Slash! Some of you most probably at this point is rolling your eyes, and some of you are overly excited. This is a subject and a matter of fact what usually ruins an amazing fandom and all. People usually loves to make own characters and pair them up with somebody of all the 11 doctors. But Actually, I'm against this. I don't like it at all, But I do enjoy some pairings, as 9/10 Doctor x Rose, since it's obvious (and at some points I just see them as having a Brother Sister relationship, to be all honest.) And of the Slash pairings I love Simms!Master x 10th Doctor, since it's again so obvious. But I do like Jack x Doctor as well, but not as much as I like the Master and Doctor pairing.It's so many pairings., and so much to choose between. Actually, I have been wondering, What do you think about OC x Doctor pairings? For myself I like it as long as the OC isn't a fucking mary sue or a Slut. And to be all honest; I kind of doubt that the Doctor does look at anyone that way, or even have time for any forms of romances. I'm just saying.  But doesn't mean that we couldn't enjoy these pairings and all, eh? And actually, It's very nice to see a bi-sexual character for once! (The doctor is bi-sexual.) And I do think it's a good way to express that it's alright to be gay, and it doesn't matter, love is love, and nothing else!

Buuut then again, I wonder where this fandom is going. 

As art this picture is splendid, and I like it in every single way... But. People, Seriously? Doctor x TARDIS? To be more specific ---> Doctor x Police box. Okay okay, I know the TARDIS is alive and it has a soul and all, but... Please, stop humanizing everything you see. And I won't post here any Doctor x Dalek pictures since I think it's going a bit too far. They're at least for god's sake enemies! And not for that; I wonder how the fuck they can have some 'fun' in the adult way? If somebody can explain to me that, then I'm all fine with these damn weird pairings. 

But oh well, we all have our own urges and needs, so I don't blame anyone for liking doctor x dalek or doctor x tardis, I'm all fine with it as long as they don't come and tell me to like, since I don't like it, so; Get over it. I'm more into the pairings which makes sense. I'm sick of the weird as pairings I experienced during the fandom of Team Fortress 2. 

And an other funny fact, I usually like the homosexual relationships better than the straight ones, but not with Doctor Who; It's vise versa. But I guess it's a matter of fact; I'm thinking realistically.  But I do not like Doctor x Martha.... I just... I'm sorry. In my eyes it doesn't work that well. But then Again, In other's eyes it might work daaamn well!

I think it's more about the fact that what we enjoy to see, eh?

I want to share you a couple of nice slash videos apparently.

So weell, Here I go!

I literally laughed so damn hard when I watched this for the first time; But this isn't all!

This is just getting better, I guess? But I guess I could now put a list of videos worth to watch down below.

I can just say, that I'd be extremely careful when you watch these, since they have a quite a lot of perverted humor but... I don't think you mind.

And be warned; These clips might contain Spoilers, if you don't want to yet know what is going to happen in the coming doctor who seriers, please, do Not watch. But these contains as well Bloopers.

I guess this sounds like a deal for you, right?

And so... I guess this was all for this time; And I wish you had a nice time reading this small blog of mine! Please leave a comment if you wish, and share your thoughts of Doctor Who and links and stuff. Everything is welcome!

Bye for now!

–TA

My printer is possessed by a demon!

And now it just prints out schitzophrenic David Tennants. This kind of means that I'm screwed. Why the hell had this shit collapse TODAY?! Why not tomorrow or something like that? I need this images for the reference for the hairdressers... Humm... Well, I think I'll come up with a plan... Somehow. A bit annoying though.

So, tonight I'll just write down a couple of personal life updates, so If you're not interested, no need to read. 

I'm feeling rather ill, my head aches massively, and I'm realizing things about people I hadn't realized before about. Like what a bunch of liars the most of them are, and how they just backstab me all the time without me noticing a thing. Oh well, that's good, but now when I'm actually paying attention to it? Not good at all, I guess.

And I'm seriously soon gonna have it with one ''guy''. Please; You don't need to be here and try to make me like you a bit more than I do. I don't like you. That's all, so fuck off, and leave me alone. I don't need your comments, I don't need your favs, I don't need your hearts. You don't even miss me a bit. But well, I think you're never going to realize anything during your life time.

And my Elder sister and mother left today to Bulgary... And I already miss them a lot... Feels slightly empty. Or well, that might be caused by hunger then again, and I shouldn't be writing this blog, I should be eating and going to bed... Early morning tomorrow, gotta be at the hairdressers at 12 o'clock, waste there three hours of my life, and then head for the second hand shops by bike. I fucking hate to ride the bike, but what other choice do I have? Nothing else I guess.

But well... I'm feeling a bit blue and dissapointed. Some people are really breaking my heart at some points. But I won't give in. I'm strong and I know that. i survived 6 years of being bullied, why wouldn't I survive being betrayed by friends now?

Not all of you, of course are any of these betrayals, but a few of you are. And you know who you are as well.

But oh well...

What I have been doing all day has been this: Gone to my work to get some of the gear I need, go and say hi to my sister, come home, watch at doctor who and then at South Park and just do nothing. I've forgotten to do a lot of things, But I guess I have to do them tomorrow instead... Now I'm too tired and my head is about to explode... 

But well... See you around I guess?

And it's always heartwarming that I have now 8 readers. I'm gonna die as happy when I've reached 10 readers. 

–TA

I wanna be just Like You

Cosplay rambling again ahead! 

So well, actually I have got quite far with my Doctor cosplay, and by this time I'm quite sure that I'll be going to cosplay as the doctor in Desucon on sunday.

I'll get a haircut next wednesday, and I'm all excited and nervous on the same time. I'm going to cut it like David Tennant's hairstyle,

Dye my hair blonde

and then Brown.

I'm a bit scared that my hair will die, but since it's going to be quite more shorter from my current hair, so... It's not much I'm going to have to blonde. 

And I'm so so happy that my mommy pays it for me. Or well, I have to pay it later back to her as a loan, but well. Whatever, I need some money for the suit for my doctor cosplay so... I'm just thankful that we came up with this plan so.. yeah!

But anyway, Some coat imagery, ey?

I know the buttons I have for this jacket is a bit missmatched, but when I have more money and time, I'll change them. And yes, this jacket is 100% wool, so I'm going to die during the convention, just as a by the way. But I guess that's all okay for the god's sake. The suit I'm wearing in this image is mainly my Spy suit, which I used to my Spy cosplay from Team Fortress 2. Or originally I were supposed to wear it at my confirmation, but since the clergymen seemed quite homophobic and narrow minded, I changed my mind the day before my confirmation. I don't need any angry clergymen after me telling me I'm going to hell. 

Okay, don't mind this weird photo manipulation, it was very quick, and this computer is very very slow to show the results... So sometimes I have these kinds of surprises. But well, can't help it, it kind of cracked me up though.

But anyway, the tie I'm wearing for this cosplay isn't the right kind of, so I have couple of things to buy I see... Or make of course. Let's see... All I need is:

• Suit (Jacket + pants)
• Tie
• Sonic screwdriver 

And then ladies and gentlemen, no one is safe from me anymore...

 

 
"Wanna check out my TARDIS?"

 

Okay okay, I'm off from this computer before I really start to creep you out. 

But anyway, I hope you are okay, and that you enjoy your graduation tomorrow, I'm going to graduate the junior high tomorrow, and I'm excited and sad on the same time... It's a bit sad since... I'm not going to see my classmates ever again afterwards.. Okay, after 10-20 years maybe... But it feels like eternity, and some of the guys from my class has been very cool and nice, and some of them has been very shitty and just complete assholes against me. But well, I think people will grow up a bit when they get a work to do and all. 

I guess that was for today then, eh?

Have a nice day!

–TA